Wednesday, April 09, 2008



P.D.A (We Just Dont Care) by John Legend

Sweet...

Euphoric. Relief. Unexplainably Happy. But then i realized that i have completely no idea what to do next. Do i send out my CV's or just sit, wish and wait for an offer? I wasnt too keen on making any future plans, not until i was sure of what it holds for me. It would be too presumptuous for me to formulate any grand plans when my fate is still undecided.
One good thing is that I wake up in the morning(or afternoon) with a lighter mood. I didnt have nightmares about the results before but there were moments when i'd wake up feeling dreadfully low. The waiting period was psychologically draining. There were moments when i feel confident and then there were those when all the doubts, fears, and insecurities came rushing and could have taken a toll on me if i wasnt that stable mentally :-D So now,I feel much better, look much much better than the old hag that i was two weeks ago.